Sometimes People Confuse Me…


Not going to put a warning on about this video, as that’s precisely what this post is about!

I first watched this video a few years ago….I’ve struggled to find it again ever since, when I stumbled across it today. I was then promtly told I had to be 18 to view the video.

Why do I live in a world where you need to be over 18 to watch a music video set to photos of two guys kissing, when nobody gives a damn who sees what straight couples do. :@




I started cutting, to stop the pain.

I started drinking, to stop the cutting.

Now I’m starting the cutting, to stop the drinking?

I don’t like it.


But it makes me feel in control, in a time where I have none, you have completely control over me though I’m not sure you realise it.

I promised myself after the first time last week, I wouldn’t do it again. I don’t like blood and I most┬ádefinitely┬ádon’t like pain. So do I find myself longing to do it again?

I’m hopelessly in love with you. I’m almost certain you feel the same. So why have we ended up this way?

Yet, you’re hot and cold. Making me confused. Do I deserve this?

I want, no, need to see you.

I’ll be there. Waiting.

I’m hoping, the man I know you are, will show up.

But honestly?

I’m prepared to wait in the rain forever.